a day in may

So anyway. Life goes on. Sometimes days go by… and I wonder what happened exactly. And then there are others, full of laughs and smiles… with feelings of fulfilment and dare I even say it – happiness?

But then again, there are always money issues to keep me from totally being apathetic to such things, but then again, it motivates me to DO something other than sitting on my ass and doing nothing but whining and thinking of the days go by.

But you see, the days did go by. And sometimes I still wonder if things had been different had I not changed so many things in my life, and parted ways with so many people. I think of them, at the weirdest of times, especially when things are going well and I have a desire to see them...

And the days are not all that bad, there are times when the moon shines and the trees sway to the tune of the wind, like they once did in the desert, amongst the stars. So perhaps, good times haunt us, and bad times just make us who we are. The important thing is to learn… and yes, it sounds pretentious, doesn’t it?

But really, who’s to say what is, or isn’t pretentious. Life deals certain blows and the most we can do, ultimately is to gather ourselves that are left, and rebuild. Hopefully stronger, and ready for the next one.