A case of Blukh

Nothing can really describe my true feelings as well as a green emoticon that is sadly not availble on this blog. It's been a long friggin' day. With some ups, then downs, and then ups again. Only to be followed by downs. And the rainbow gold seems pathetic and pretentious; a product of a pathetically immature and idealistic mindset that really doesn't exist. But the starry night still shines when i look up. but perhaps it is this very ability to see the stars that causes all the pathetic angst in the first place.